upset

Well, I’m not feeling good this time.

Too many activities.
The VeryFTP search engine is about to take public test on Dec 30th.
The APIS managment solution is relaunched, and I’m taking care of both the B/S part and the C/S part, from requirement, design, code, test, and project management. The requirement is always changing.
Because I’m leaving here on Jan 8th, I have to attend the PSP developer training since this week. This session happens 3 times a week, 3 hours a lesson. But the point is the tons of homework it brings. More homework goes with more lessons.
I have to read some materials about Adaptive Software Development according to my mentor’s intruction. Maybe I’ll present what I’ve learned in the next 2 weeks.

Xmas is coming, I should make some preparation for the Xmas eve as well.

The guy sitting next to me is laughing loudly now. He’s watching "American Pie V", and the previous episodes of which is of great fun, I think. But the laughter sounds awful this time to me.

I’m spending quite a lot money recently. Just considering to find a part-time job or internship during my winter vacation.

I need some fresh air

or a psychologist.

买好回家的机票了

  一年了,没回过家。正好今年保研了,也没有什么非常重要的事情要我留下来,可以早点回家。
  家里不知道还是不是以前那个样子,不知道有没有再添置什么好玩的东东~~门房前的大狼狗不知道还记不记得我,嘿嘿。厦门的交通有没有再堵一点,房价呢?
  去年也是暑假没回家,一开始没什么。后来到十月那阵,心里也不好受,其实应该国庆回一趟的。今年有实习,又耽误上了。明年会不会再申请实习什么的,我也不知道。
  项目、培训都算不上什么的(或许VeryFTP的公测还算有点份量)。只是比较舍不得疼我的LP。LP还喜欢那头驴子吗?哪天赚了多点钱要买那个大驴子让你好好抱抱,呼呼。大维尼你喜欢吗?对了,还有zell从香港带回来的小维尼~~
  昨天订机票折腾死我了。春秋的系统太差了。首先“上一步”错误,这也就算了。支付系统居然出了故障,害我一晚上没睡好,半夜骚扰了几次客服,第二天一早起来查状态才安了心。(其实现在也不是很踏实,不过应该是没问题了)
  培训要进行到10号,我早上知道的。但8号的机票已经订了,而且不能改签和退票,所以也就没办法咯,最后一次只好不参加咯。不过听说每次必须到,不到一次就没有certificate。不过,相比于那所谓的cert,回家当然更重要了。以后工作了,回家的机会就更少了,这次难得保研,可以回去比较久,那就好好把握吧。而cert,以后还可以拿,即使以后也没有cert,我想还是家里更重要些吧。一直在外面晃荡不回来,比较对不起家里的。
  其他保研的,现在都在做自己想做的事,或者早早回家了。。。为什么我却像一个工作的人一样,整天忙这忙那,做与自己理想无关的事,而家人和LP都没有好好陪?或许是该好好考虑的时候了。
 Jan.8th, 9C8807, 14:55, SHA->XMN.  I’m coming.

seasons in the sun的歌词来源

   高一的时候受eric影响开始听外文歌,其中还和他进行了一次极其糟糕的表演,这个就不说了。。
 刚在百合上看到这首歌的歌词来源,重新下来听了一遍,大为感慨,都听懂了。没想到,就和Hotel California一样。
 
   "以前只知道是柯达的广告歌,西城唱的也是很有味道,但歌词一直没听懂,像什么it’s hard to die,i’m the black sheep of the family(害  群之马)等等,直到有一天,网上看到介绍,才知道这首歌原来是一个死囚在赴刑场的路上有所感悟所写,后来作曲家将其改编成lyrics,这样一解释,整首歌就都看懂了。"
 
Goodbye to you my trusted friend.再见了,我忠实的朋友.
we’ve known each otherr since we were nine or ten.我们从孩提时就已相识,相知.
together we’ve climb hills trees.我们一起爬山,爬树.

learned of love and abc.学会去爱和其他基本知识.
skinned our hearts skinned our knees.我们心意相同,情同手足.
goodbye my friend it’s hard to die.再见了朋友,我实在不愿意离去.
when all the birds are singing in the sky.当所有的鸟儿在天空歌唱.
now that the spring is in the air.空气中弥漫着春天的气息.

pretty girls are everywhere.到处是漂亮的女孩.
think of me i’ll be there.想我了,我就会与你同在.
we had joy,we had fun.我们曾共享快乐.
we had seasons in the sun.也曾共享阳光季节.
but the hills.但我们一起爬山
that we climbed were just seasons out of time.的那些日子已经逝去.

goodbye papa please pray 4 me.再见了爸爸,请为我祈祷.
i was the black sheep of the family.我是家里的害群之马.
u tried 2 teach me right from wrong.你费尽心思教我明辨是非.

too much wine too much song.我却沉醉于歌酒狂欢中.
wonder how i got along.真不知道我以前是如何过日子的.
goodbye papa is hard 2 die.再见了爸爸,我实在不愿意离去.
when all the birds are singing in the sky.当所有的鸟儿在天空歌唱.
now the spring in the air.空气中弥漫着春天的气息.

little children everywhere.小孩子在到处嬉戏.
when u see them i’ll be there.当你看见他们,我就会与你同在.
we had joy,we had fun.我们曾共享快乐.
we had seasons in the sun.也曾共享阳光季节.
but the wild the song.但昔日的歌酒狂欢.
like the season has all gone.犹如季节更迭已消逝.
we had joy,we had fun.我们曾共享快乐.
we had seasons in the sun.也曾共享阳光季节.
but the wild the song.但昔日的歌酒狂欢.
like the season has all gone.犹如季节更迭已消逝.

goodbye michelle my little one.再见了蜜雪儿,我的小可爱.
u gave me love help me find the sun.你给了我爱,帮我找到希望.
and every time that i was down.每当我意志消沉时.
u should always come around.你总会来到我的身边.
and get my feet back on the ground.鼓励我振作起来.
goodbye michelle it’s hard 2 die.再见了蜜雪儿,我实在不愿意离去.
when all the birds are singing in the sky.当所有的鸟儿在天空歌唱.
now the spring in the air.空气中弥漫着春天的气息.

with the flowers everywhere.到处都是美丽的花朵.
i wish that we could both be there !我希望我们都在那儿欢聚!
we had joy,we had fun.我们曾共享快乐.
we had seasons in the sun.也曾共享阳光季节.
but the hills.但我们一起爬山
that we climbed were just seasons out of time.的那些日子已经逝去.
we had joy,we had fun.我们曾共享快乐.
we had seasons in the sun.也曾共享阳光季节.
but the wild the song.但昔日的歌酒狂欢.
like the season has all gone.犹如季节更迭已消逝.
we had joy,we had fun.我们曾共享快乐.
we had seasons in the sun.也曾共享阳光季节.
but the wild the song.但昔日的歌酒狂欢.
like the season has all gone.犹如季节更迭已消逝.
we had joy,we had fun.我们曾共享快乐.
we had seasons in the sun.也曾共享阳光季节.
but the wild the song.但昔日的歌酒狂欢.
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